//. LessonOfLife*

Friday, March 02, 2007

The new lunar started. I would say things so far have been kind to me. I have been adjusting well to an instructor's life. And i must say i am beginning to like teaching and i can finally feel how teachers felt like in my very own small way. but recently I have been thinking abt my past present and future.

In the past, I started out doing small CIPs in sch's cca. then i proceed on do doing big scale ones in JC. It only daunt on me the true meaning of cip only after JC. I saw cip as a way of clocking hours and maybe an addition. its until when i had the time to reflect that i realise that CIP has its purpose and now this purpose have grown so much that i had not realise and expect it to have.

Currently i consider it GOD's purpose and plan to have me landed as a medic and then an instructor. I see it has i am continuing CIP even in army. but for a greater purpose. helping others. I came to realise that I am sort of here to help ppl around me. And i think that will be be my sole purpose in this life. that is to help others. And so i will help others as much as i can. =)

The future is still uncertain for me, though i am very sure i will be helping others after army. I have learnt to see life in alot of ways. and tinking for others though not my instinct but will try to cultivate it. I have seen alot of shows lately and news. I cant help but consider the other aspects of life. Besides just being able to find a job and get rich or successful, I sort of see the other aspects as well. Happiness, Friendship, Family, self sacrifice, etc. The so many small things that ppl overlook and they are in pursuit of wealth and success. I always wanted to get rich. but these days, i have been thinking if its the right thing to do; or should i say the only thing to do. hmmm......

8:43 PM...Dangyunhaji!!