ME.
BIG JON
Nineteen
12th June
male
Medic Specialist

CRAVESandUNCRAVED.
LOVES
Drama/Movie'.
Dance/Music'.
friends'.
HATES
nothin at this pt of time'.

TAGGIE.
SYNDICATES.
PEEPS.
Joette.
Pinz.
Petak.
Miah.
Pido.
Khai.
Don.
Jean.
Steph.
Tini.
Han Liang.
Momoko.
Estella.
CFPS6B99.
Thursday, December 21, 2006

Hey guys, my chalet is cancelled. SOBX!!! So sad. Well, apparently the turn out is small. Its ok I understand some of us got committments. But there are some who jus give weird reasons not to come. Think they shld be condemned. But its not up to me to decide. I dunno man. I love chalets. It a time where ppl gather and update each other and interact more through out the night. To me being with my frens is everything la. LOL. I hope the council chalet next week can go on smoothly. DUN PS ME AGAIN!! Chalet jus went bust man. not angry or anything. Jus one long word - DISAPPOINTMENT. Oh well, i gtg, have to get my trainees to poke each other. LOL. IV here i come. Will blog again tonight... Fruit for thought will come again soon. LOL. Cya peeps. Big Jon out!

1:35 PM...Dangyunhaji!!

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Monday, December 18, 2006

Well, today was my first day as a working instructor. Still not very used to scolding ppl, throwing weight ard. LOL. =P Was kinda irritated by this warrent officer. But all well we aren't suppose to mention anything abt army. so shhh.... I am just pissed la. But talked it out with my fren, now feeling better la. LOL. Hopefully tmr will be a better day. Tonight is a strange night, feeling abit sick, think cos running ard in the rain too much. Nvm, i shld be fine i hope. Got to go rest, cya guys...

11:06 PM...Dangyunhaji!!

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Sunday, December 17, 2006

Fruit for Thought!!!

Guys, friends are important to all of us. Aint it true? But wat if one day you realise that you have no true frens at all? Wat happens when events surrounding ur frens are known by others and not you? Doesn't the world just darken around you? *esp for an only child* - where frens are extremely important. Why is it that ppl you noe for 6 yrs are not close to you. and you noe nothing abt? Do you still consider them friends or jus faces?? Why do some ppl just refused to come for gatherings? cannot clique? too busy to meet? are these excuses or the truth? well some maybe, some no...

Maybe the above perspective is too self centered? selfish thoghts? its always other ppl's fault not urs. wat if the person makes the effort, takes the initiative, but to no avail... is it still his / her fault? still too self centered? Or did he / she fail to see those who are supportive nearby? maybe? maybe not?

And finally, is finding a true friend tht difficult? one life is so short, maybe zi ying zhen de nan qiu...Hmmm.... Some fruit for thought! Wat do you peeps think?

11:25 PM...Dangyunhaji!!


Well, last night was indeed a v busy night. But i have to add that its real enjoyable for me to go through it. First i got to go to IVAN's BDAE PARTY!!! Man i tell you its great to see all of you. (tht refers to Ivan, Ching, Kai Pin and fren, Gughan, Donovan, Benedict, Terry, Teresa, Charissa & BF, Jeremiah) Its been so long since we did things tgt. (WAZZUP included) LOL... Well, let me say it again. Happy Bdae Ivan!!! and thanks for everything. And the path down to habourfront, its not tht dark. haha.

Then after that i head striaght for MOS. Its was Shawn's Bdae also. He, weijia, and a few of his frens were there. LOL. I was suppose to enjoy myself there. In which i did. Guys, Room 54 is really good. Smoove is good too, but its too squeezy. haha. I need space to move man. Anyway, Shawn the Bdae boy Knock out. Got drunk, Puke, everything la. LOL. Wonder how he is now? hmm... So we all have to take care of him for a while. Oh well... Shawn, if u CANNOT drink, dun chiong too much. LOL.

But ytd something else struck me during clubbing. I realised I am sick of this kind of clubbing life. A few reasons though. 1) No space to dance 2) Cant talk to your frens cos music is too loud 3) Cant enjoy the drink 4) No ones like retro other than me. LOL. But really I still love clubbing but now am sick of it. LOL. CONTRADICTION. But anyway, will not club for now and for a long time to come. LOL. Besides ppl now club for the wrong reason i think. Smoove is crowded with ppl; not those who love the music, but those who love grinding. Guys there are like desperate souls. Goodness. Well, dun look at me guys. I seldom go into the dancing area to dance. I stay at the side and chill. LOL. Well i jus think its kinda wrong and weird la. Oh well, am sure at this moment of time some of you are doubting wat i say. Choose wat u want to believe in. OK i got to go.. need to get some rest. Need a nappy. LOL. Cya guys. JA!!

9:16 AM...Dangyunhaji!!

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