Tuesday, December 26, 2006
The end of the year is coming. 2006 is coming to an end. I shld say my army life so far has been kind to me. I ended up in medic HQ as a medical specialist, an instructor to many. I like this job, in fact my main thing in my life now is this job. Teaching and interacting with others seems to be my joy and love now. LOL. Begin to finally like my army life. Finally...phew... I just pick up japanese as well, so i dun bore myself at home. I shld say this is much to my parents surprise, cos i din just say i will pick up. I place something into action. haha.=P But life seems to be much more of a routine now. Frens are less i would say. Less interaction with them, sometimes i wonder if they are still alive. Hardly even go out with them. But there are frens who are v on. I salute u for tht. But recent days I seem lost. 31st dec 2006 is coming closer and closer. I noe i shld enjoy this day u noe. Cos i will be in chalet. But it also make me recall a sweet and pianful memory tht was supposed to be buried 6 months ago. 31st dec 2005, someone impt left me to a foreign place. Lol. I was said tht tht person was leaving, but its for tht person's benefit. 6 months later tht person walk out from my life totally. Shock and despair was my reaction then. BUt i buried it. However in recent days, these memories flood my mind again. the good and bad side of it. I just wonder why? after all i got over it, why am i still hanging on? why do i still blame myself? why do i still tear in my sleep? Just shoot me! haiz....
9:46 PM...Dangyunhaji!!
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Sunday, December 24, 2006
Merry Christmas to all to peeps out there. Well, today is christmas and we shld all go tell each other how much we love them and blah blah blah... Haha. Well, today i had a party at my Grandma's. Its not as grand as last few years. But its the company tht matters. Ate alot. Growing fat. Which i hate to be. Want to be fit not fat. training i think will commence after my driving test on the 3rd of Jan. Went to drive today. I thought i was good. haha. So says the instructor. Hope i can pass on my driving test day. Anyway, i had been planning for my new year ahead. A year comes and goes. Just to scary to even think abt it. LOL... Wanted to go catch midnight sun the movie tmr. But doubt i will have anyone to go with. So we shall see. Yea. Coming friday is COUNCIL CHALET!!! man! tht will be fun and i noe tht it will not be cancelled like my pri sch;s one. COS OF POOR TURNOUT! Cos i noe council ppl are all v on! haha..
Anyway, the friday tht just passed. I had no chalet. Yes! but i had a small gathering with the pri sch guys. And i shld say 2 girls. (Si yun and Pei li). I must say i am happy and fortunate to have you guys with me tht night. Dinner and drinks. Sounds simple but yet proved so much. It shows the close knitted small grp we have left. And the effort we are ready to put in to come. Classic example i have to mention is si yun. Yes, she slept late. But still she came down to meet us. She studies in aust. She could give the excuse of unable to click with us like some other peeps we noe of, but she din; she flew down to see us. She is attached. So obligation shld go to her bf, spend time with him. But no, she came to see us. She can split the fact between bf and frens. I am v grateful for a fren like her. Totally in debt to her frenship. LOL. But of course, some of u hardcore peeps out there who cannot make it. Just let u noe, we understand and we hope to see you next gathering.
Well, they said christmas is a time for sharing and confessions to ur loves ones. I do have a confession. But i think its not appropriate to say it to tht person. So i guess i will just have to bury it deep within me and die with it. Sorry to disappoint you guys, no story to tell for u ppl. LOL. Watever it is, merry christmas to all and may all ur wishes come true. And hopefully u all have been good children for santa to visit you ppl. LOL. Bye... NOX out.
10:32 PM...Dangyunhaji!!
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