Tuesday, December 26, 2006
The end of the year is coming. 2006 is coming to an end. I shld say my army life so far has been kind to me. I ended up in medic HQ as a medical specialist, an instructor to many. I like this job, in fact my main thing in my life now is this job. Teaching and interacting with others seems to be my joy and love now. LOL. Begin to finally like my army life. Finally...phew... I just pick up japanese as well, so i dun bore myself at home. I shld say this is much to my parents surprise, cos i din just say i will pick up. I place something into action. haha.=P But life seems to be much more of a routine now. Frens are less i would say. Less interaction with them, sometimes i wonder if they are still alive. Hardly even go out with them. But there are frens who are v on. I salute u for tht. But recent days I seem lost. 31st dec 2006 is coming closer and closer. I noe i shld enjoy this day u noe. Cos i will be in chalet. But it also make me recall a sweet and pianful memory tht was supposed to be buried 6 months ago. 31st dec 2005, someone impt left me to a foreign place. Lol. I was said tht tht person was leaving, but its for tht person's benefit. 6 months later tht person walk out from my life totally. Shock and despair was my reaction then. BUt i buried it. However in recent days, these memories flood my mind again. the good and bad side of it. I just wonder why? after all i got over it, why am i still hanging on? why do i still blame myself? why do i still tear in my sleep? Just shoot me! haiz....
9:46 PM...Dangyunhaji!!
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